In case I get banned for what I have just said on another post, incase you dont read it I am putting it up here... Because Gawd Damnit... Im not taking it anymore..

Yep and the longer you freakin tell yourself that the worse off you will be...And I know I sound just like a bitch right now but I surely wish someone would have helped me out like this when I was younger..

Depression sucks hind tit and it takes us places that I wouldnt wish on my very worse enemies (except for about a week at a time everytime I got pissed off at them)..... Ok so yea, depression sucks and I have lived with it longer then Im sure you have even been alive.. I felt the same way as you, no self-esteem, no self-worth.. I scared all my friends away and a lot of family members... I thought nothing of myself and now that I look back at it, I wasted a lot of time cause I was pretty damn hot... But depression wouldnt let me know it, it kept telling me I was worth nothing.. That no one cares.. So yea, let *depression* keep telling you that and you are not worth it and no one cares.. How has that worked for you so far????

Im not going to sugar coat it cause there is no coating to cover up this dreaded disease but I will tell you the truth... Im not going to tell you to pick yourself up by the boot straps and get over yourself. But I will tell you, as long as you keep telling yourself this load of crap the longer your going to be in pain...

Now, as hard as it is, you need to work on your self-esteem and self-worth (and please dont tell me your not worth anything cause I damn well dont want to hear it as I know better, your me back many years ago.. the same me, only Im older and wiser, and lots fatter and wrinklier now).. You need to take one step at a time, baby steps and tell yourself and convince yourself that its true, because it fucking well is, that you are worth it..

You know what the only thing is that normies have over us? Besides money and self- worth and self-respect? Nothing!!!!!!!! And you know why they have selfr-worth and self-esteem? Because they dont have this fucking disease...

And I may get kicked off of here for being rude or what ever and Im sure everyone is in shock that I would speak like this.. (Beastie is off her rocker)... But Gawd damnit...... Listen to me..... You are worth it.. Im worth it..... We all are worth it and its Gawd Damn time we all knew it and admitted it....

I will get off my high horse now and probably be banned but Im not gonna just sit here and let you talk about me.... I mean you that way.. *Beastie leaves in tears*