Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
My depression has gotten really bad. Ive been isolating myself, feels like i lost all my friends, feel more alone then every, i'm not even comfortable in my own home. I want to die everyday but the fear of failing and having to live with a failed suicide attempt gets to me. I feel worthless, a burden. Things just seems to keep getting worse, lost faith an hope of every getting better or atleast stable. Death seems much better than life right now. :-( IDK what to do anymore, I keep cutting and wishing that the blade gets deeper, but cutting is not taking away the pain anymore, I think i just want out. IDK, I tried therapy and meds, now im just losing all hope for myslef and im starting to not care. ugh. It hurts......bad
But it isn't forever. You will have good days again.
You mentioned you have tried therapy and meds. Can you consider going back for more therapy sessions and ask your psychiatrist for meds? Whatever it takes, just don't stop this journey of recovery. It's a journey, a long one but one day when you come out of it, it's worth all the pain. Remember you are loved and worth it. Be well and take care. Praying for you. God bless!