Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Am feeling xtremey depressed and overwhelmed. I am having a lot of pain and health issues. I am also having a hard time financially BECAUSE of my medical issues, i pray everyday for this to be my last day stuck on earth in this ugly, painful, huge broken down body. I beg for it, but it never comes. I have no joy in my life, i just exist. And becuz of the pain, i don't exercise like i used to so i gain more weight.it is a vicious cycle that seems i will never break free of. I get treated like sh@$ at work becuz of my weight problem. I am just hurting so badly in everyway humanly possible.
I'm so sorry for all you're going through. It's an awful lot to deal with. Can you get your pain meds adjusted so you get more relief? Especially if you tell your docs that you can't exercise due to pain.
It sucks that the people at work treat you badly because of your weight. I believe their karma will come back to bite them, but that doesn't help you much right now.
I wish I had some great advice or words of wisdom, but unfortunately I don't. I just hope you're able to get some relief, and soon.