Yes I have. I mean if you're honest, unless you're financially independent, have wonderful health and a loving family, what's the point in continuing to put yourself through one tragedy after another for years and years. Because if you think there's anything special about it, I pity you more than I pity myself. There isn't one soul on this planet I care to have any closeness too, not one soul ( if there even is such a thing) that I care what happens to them or that I even want to text or call. Sad I prefer leaving a morbid yet REAL message to other than a group of frozen strangers