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...to finally flip life the ultimate bird and just BE HAPPY already.
These past 2 weeks I have been genuinely happy. (Note my not being on DS much...) I just spent the second half of my Christmas break snowboarding, making new friends, snowboarding, and snowboarding and it has been years since I've felt as happy as I have these past couple weeks.
The new semester is starting now.
I'm still having troubles with my student loan.
I'm still having a hard time securing employment for my coop / summer.
I was told last night that the house I *just* moved into about a week ago I have to move out of by February because they went and sold the place.
But I'm spent with caring about all the above. I'm done. I've had it. I've finally in the past 2 weeks remembered what it's like to be happy and I'll be damned if I'm going to let that go again. I'm tired of hating my life and myself and I'm just not going to to it anymore.
I am going to hang onto this happiness like my life depends on it. I'm going to brush that other crap off my shoulders. I'm going to stop being bothered to be bothered by all of life's bothers. Fuck life - it won't suck the life out of my anymore.
I am decidedly happy and it is going to stay that way.
End Rant.
These past 2 weeks I have been genuinely happy. (Note my not being on DS much...) I just spent the second half of my Christmas break snowboarding, making new friends, snowboarding, and snowboarding and it has been years since I've felt as happy as I have these past couple weeks.
The new semester is starting now.
I'm still having troubles with my student loan.
I'm still having a hard time securing employment for my coop / summer.
I was told last night that the house I *just* moved into about a week ago I have to move out of by February because they went and sold the place.
But I'm spent with caring about all the above. I'm done. I've had it. I've finally in the past 2 weeks remembered what it's like to be happy and I'll be damned if I'm going to let that go again. I'm tired of hating my life and myself and I'm just not going to to it anymore.
I am going to hang onto this happiness like my life depends on it. I'm going to brush that other crap off my shoulders. I'm going to stop being bothered to be bothered by all of life's bothers. Fuck life - it won't suck the life out of my anymore.
I am decidedly happy and it is going to stay that way.
End Rant.
so thanks, and cheers!
I'm never sure whether to post these things or not, because on the one hand I want the people that care about me here to know that I am doing well, and I want to let others know that sometimes you get a break.. on the other hand, I know that sometimes it just pisses me off reading things like this when I am super down
haha