Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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I’ve been dealing with this for so long…

prettyloppy1989
prettyloppy1989

For as long as I can remember I’ve had this illness. All I’ve ever wanted to do was feel better without needing medical help. It never happened. I feel like I’m being dragged down under water and slowly drowning. And no matter how much, or how hard, I fight to survive I keep being dragged down further and further. After dealing with this for, over, 20 years now… when will it stop? When will I be able to feel genuinely happy? Or am I doomed to drown and to die?

shadowlady
shadowlady
I'm so sorry Honey. Sending you a hug, prayers, and a private message. God bless
Absence-of-Self
Absence-of-Self
I finally succumb to taking anti-depression tablets after avoiding them at all costs for years. I finally took them and they have definitely had a positive effect on me but the dark cloud still remains. Try and set small goals, things that make you proud of yourself.
Have you got any animals? My little dog honestly saved my life. His needs are more important than my own and his unconditional love keeps my heart warm.
whatswrong19
whatswrong19
pretty, ME TOO! I need to keep on my meds, but when I start feeling better I forget to take them until some 2 faced asshole reminds me what the world is really like.
Imnotalone
Imnotalone
Oh my gosh! Why do we always think that we should be able to fix ourselves? Why are we made to feel "less than" if we can't take life, pull ourselves up by the boot straps, and make the "choice" to be happy? I don't know why we do that to ourselves. The best thing I ever did for myself was to admit that may be I needed professional medical help. Have you ever discussed this with your regular doctor? I would start there. Sometimes we just need a good therapist to help us without any medications. Have you seen a therapist? I like the suggestion of setting small goals. I like having my to-do list. I even write down things like feed the dogs, clean the bathroom, send an email. Little things that make me feel good when I check them off even though they are things that would get done anyway. Hang in there and let us know how you're doing. Most importantly, realize that you are not alone!