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I just dont know what to do anymore.
I have psoriasis, my body is covered in red scally patches. So other than talking to female customers at work I dont talk to women at all. It holds me back completely socially and totally self conscious about it. Why would a women want to be with a guy covered in disgusting scales all over his body?
I have psoriatic arthritis, basically every joint in my body hurts. Meds, from what i can afford, help modestly. They allow me to function to an extent but i cant do things i used to be able to. I can run, walk long distance, stand for extended periods of time. So im not able to really go out and do much cause i can walk or stay on my feet for too long. I wake up in pain and go to sleep in pain. it usually takes me like a half hour to get out of bed in the morning. I cant just wake up and just out of bed and go.
and now apparently the PA ( dont know for sure yet) is affecting my eye sight. my left eye has become very blurry lately
Its just one thing after another. things never get better for me, they only get worse. Ive never done a bad thing in my life, so why did it turn out like this for me,
Im at the end of my rope and just dont know how to deal with this anymore.
ty for reading
I have psoriasis, my body is covered in red scally patches. So other than talking to female customers at work I dont talk to women at all. It holds me back completely socially and totally self conscious about it. Why would a women want to be with a guy covered in disgusting scales all over his body?
I have psoriatic arthritis, basically every joint in my body hurts. Meds, from what i can afford, help modestly. They allow me to function to an extent but i cant do things i used to be able to. I can run, walk long distance, stand for extended periods of time. So im not able to really go out and do much cause i can walk or stay on my feet for too long. I wake up in pain and go to sleep in pain. it usually takes me like a half hour to get out of bed in the morning. I cant just wake up and just out of bed and go.
and now apparently the PA ( dont know for sure yet) is affecting my eye sight. my left eye has become very blurry lately
Its just one thing after another. things never get better for me, they only get worse. Ive never done a bad thing in my life, so why did it turn out like this for me,
Im at the end of my rope and just dont know how to deal with this anymore.
ty for reading
Pain and not having a social life. I hope you can find a dr. That can help improve your quality of life. Keep trying. Sorry it's so rough.
Hugs
I myself have rosacea, which makes me VERY self-conscious. I take anti-biotic daily & use a cream. It is under control most of the time. I do have severe breakouts though & I can hardly talk to people face to face. I KNOW they are looking at my skin..I know how you feel.
As for your skin condition, I believe you could find some very kind friends who wouldn't be concerned at all about your skin. I had a great friend who had the breakouts (she passed away from another illness). I didn't care about her skin condition. I liked her for who she was.
Can you find someone at work who could be your friend? If not, maybe you could join some local interest group, or take a class somewhere.
I know there are no easy answers to your problems. And as I said, I understand your anger at God. Sometimes when I wake up in the mornings, I'm yelling at God about the pain. Sometimes it takes almost an hour for me to get my mind under control because I'm so angry.
Stay with us on DS. Keep writing to us, we care. I hope you find some kind friends soon.
With so many things going wrong it would be nice for something to go right for a change. Its just so hard to live yhid way.
If i knew sll bthis would gappen ud rather I wasn't even born