NO!!!!!!!!!!

Stay with your friends.....

Or who will write the screenplay.....

Barry needs a voice :-P

You are a good guy, do what you need, I am sorry you have been hurt. I am sending you so many good thought and good wishes, I really hope things get better.

Thanking you. I think this is the day I have to pay back some. Ive had a good week all told, despite the shit that has fallen on me. At some point it had to give. I do have to wonder why it chose today, when the family is in kent. It's just me and my dog and altough he listens, his advice of a lick to the chops isnt always helpful

I know how you feeling hun.

If you want company on your dessert island :) Give me a shout.

I;m going to sound like an ass... but today will be what you make it....

There is no "paying back" because who do you owe, get out, take the dog for a walk, paste even a fake smile on your face and say hi to anyone who smiles back, do something you might enjoy - treat yourself, tell yourself today will be okay, change that mindset....

Or if you are taking applications for your desert island.... then consider me! :-P

You would both be more than welcome on my island. There would have to be zones we could bolt too but we are reasonable human beans, we can work something out.

I will take the dog out this afternoon. I did go down to the docs to get my blood test results and pic up my meds. Strangely for me, I was up at 7:30 this morning.

I think I may do this this afternoon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OW6Vb_N6oJI


Barry the sprout needs to be a gruff cockney type I reckon. Maybe we can get Guy Ritchie to fake his way through it :D

Whoop and hell yeah, I get the seaside property, with a cook and suchlike....

You two well you can have the tents :-P

Clouds are amazing!!! I love being a plane and watching them :-)

today, if possible I will http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sntYyYQJgqc

even if on my own.

And I refuse to work with Guy Ritchie although with you on the cockney thing..... I'm think Danny Dyer???

Ya see, Danny Dyer, that is a terrible man. However, he is actually a sprout so it fits :D

I dont mind sleeping in a tent. I think I was born to live outside, just not with others hehe

Dammit now you have me singing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bRCl0RCxx8&feature=related

i know it sounds easier man, but the easiest way out is not always the way to go. sometimes we get kncoked down a couple of times and kicked right in the groin hard, but for some reason we get up and try and try again, and after enough try's we finally succeed of what we want.

for the longest time i never wanted to wake up and look at the days a head, or see the sun brutally shining on my eyes, for i saw the sun as the sun as the cruelest slave driver of life. but for some reason i kept doing life. i kept facing the obstacles a head of me, i kept doing what i could and eventually found myself, where i am today for better or for worst. back then all i wnated to do was lay in bed and think of Anika and how sweet she was and how lovely she was and how much i missed her, and how life prematurely took her a way from me. my saint, my saving grace, my life companion got right before my very eyes. however some home i have come to get past that, and move forward, some how.

i know you can too man. i know you can. as much as it sucks, and makes you want to just put knitting needles in your eyes (thats the expression nmy aunt Lorna used when she went shopping with me and my mother LOL) but after you acomplish something you can look back at it and laugh, laugh with all your might and heart and know you did something amazing.

My nan says that too. Although its pins rather than knitting needles. I think today has been harder becuase I am alone, only for today but I have no-one around me until at least 8pm tonight and Im really not used to it. There is normally always someone here with me.

Im trying to enjoy the day as best I can because I know that I do crave time alone and I dont get it often. Im just trying to fight off the urge to just go back to bed. I have an hour before the dog needs a walk and there is no housework to be done. Apart from DS and the consoles, I have little to do.

you could feed pigeons in the park lol

sorry did that the other day only it wasn't pigeons but ducks lol i feel older then i am sometimes.

People of Portsmouth are strongly discouraged from feeding the pidgeons. damned things will take food out of your hand.

Ive been playing my guitar(yay!) and listening to Joy Divison (eh?) I wish more of my friends were unemployed, at least then id be able to annoy someone.

those damn rats with wings, no manners.

guitar is good, and listen to Joy Division is good as well. you could prank call people lol

Haha! reliving my pre-teen years.
Im not sure Id have the bottle to do it anymore.

you can do it, i believe in you :D

If I can open the phone book and see a name like Mr A. Gorrilla, then Ill prank call