You are young enough for things to get better. Take care of yourself now.
And concentrate on your medical problems. Maybe see a therapist.

Sorry for your losses. You need to put your medical problems as a priority and take care of yourself. Tired's idea to see a therapist is a great idea. They can help you get through this.

wow.. that's alot... it's easy for me to say your medical problems should go first, but I've learned that the physical and emotional are very connected... talk to your doctor about your feelings, on top of dealing with the medical, he can also help with the mental health and recommend someone for you to speak with. You can get through this, it won't be easy, but, with alot of work, you will end up on the other side, a happier and healthier person... one second, one minute,one hour,one day at a time...

Im so sorry for all your losses hon. It sounds like your having a hard time. I have been to the bottom too. I made it back out even when I thought I couldnt. You can do this!! HUGS If you want to talk In here.

It's just been a lot within the past year. I've been so close to giving up. Finding out I have a cyst/tumor on my spinal cord the size of a baseball has been the hardest thing of all. On top of it, my doctors told me theirs a 80% chance of it being cancerous.

You have taken that first step...to reach out to others when you're feeling like you can't bare anymore. Sometimes I think others are put in our lives (and I have come across quite a few on here) when we feel like we're slipping away to grab our hand hang on tight and pull us back in.

I am sorry for your losses as well as what you're going through now. they say God doesn't give us more than we can handle and there's a reason for everything. (Sometimes we can't understand why for a long time, maybe yours is to put you here to find some new friends to help you through all of this)

True...things may not get better...for a while...or longer than you wish it would. Go get your baseball checked out and let us know the results..then go from there. Know your father is watching you, your guardian angel...and your gf of 3 years?.... Would you rather it have been after 5 years?

and yet, despite all the difficulty, you have gone through and made the most of a very tough situation. That strength and ability is a reflection on the person you are.

I think it is best to go about these things one day at a time. There will be good you just have to get through the bad. I had this in my early 20's and I did give up. I had no hope and stayed under the influence for a while. I am a ton better now! I am growing from all those losses and finding the good in them! You just have to keep reminding yourself of the PRO's and not focus on the CON's

That is a lot to deal with! Any one of these things by themselves would be overwhelming. I can see why you feel that you have lost yourself. I know, I've been there too. Please don't give up. I will be praying for God to comfort and strengthen you.

that's quite a lot and i can go on and on,over and over
but the best advice i can share is{" PRAY"}.....just let go and place all your restlessness & trouble in God's mighty hand and experience total change.....i love you,we love you,..keep taking your meds and believe in God.....no body can change your problems and trouble unless you are ready to let go!!

Things will get better for you. Those are awful experiences an I'm sorry. But you will learn to carry your dad with you and you will eventually move on from your ex. It's when you're ready. You'll find yourself again. I've been there.

I'm here if you need to talk!

I can only say, I can hope with you that it'll all get better. If you ever need to talk, I'm here :)

Let time work.
I'm sure you are a wonderful person and the suffering you are going through is unimaginable, but after every storm the daylight breaks. Waiting for it is devastating, but at the same time worthwhile.
And when it finally comes you'll be happier than ever.
In the meantime try to keep yourself busy. Maybe there is someone needing your help. Maybe a pet which can be your loyal and devoted friend?
Keep speaking to us.

Sorry for your lost but I know what you are going thru