A couple weeks ago the AC adapter for my laptop stopped working, so I haven\'t had a computer for like 2 weeks. I\'ve been using the one at work to search for jobs and stuff, but I have not been able to go on DS. I finally bought a new cord today so I can use my laptop again - thank god! I didn\'t realize how badly I needed this community until I couldn\'t come on here anymore. I\'ve been in a really bad place lately and it was killing me not being able to come on here and talk to people who understand what I am going through, and to just read through other peoples\' posts and feel less alone. I burst into tears so many times the past couple weeks because I\'ve had no outlet. I couldn\'t contain my feelings when I needed to because I wasn\'t able to let them out on here. I burst into tears at work the one day and I had to make up some BS story about getting bad news from my doctor so I didn\'t look like an idiot telling them that it was about nothing in particular, I\'m just depressed. I have a lot on my mind, I have a lot going on inside and outside me.. I have a lot to worry about and to think about and to make myself sick over... but it\'s nothing in particular that is dragging on me. I\'m just sick. And the only people who understand how much this hurts and how this feels is the others in this group. I missed you guys like crazy, and I just really want to say thank you for all the support I have gotten from this community.