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So a couple of days ago i posted how i was having thoughts to hurt myself and i still do but the other night i did something so stupid I can't even begin to explain. My roomates werent helping me get our appartment together and I just wanted to die and Just to forget everything and everyone. So i grabbed a bottle that had crown in it and drank a 4th of it in half an hour. The next day was hell wont go into details but even now i still want to hurt myself I still want to disapper off the face of the earth, and I still want to die. I keep thinking just keep it together one more day the pain will go away put its not and I cant keep everything together I cant keep bing the only adult in the house while my roommates get to goof off and act like a child. Well i should go maybe tonight will be the night that i go to sleep and never wake up. wouldn't that be nice.
The pain will not go away on its own. You need to tell someone. you need to find help.
Drinking will definitely not help! That's just adding more pain. Take good care of yourself. Things can get better. Your problems will never go away, but they can become manageable, and you can find happiness. It's something that comes and goes, but when it comes, it is SO WORTH IT.
Please hang in there and find help. Much love!
You can do this!!! We are here for you.
If you cannot make these changes you need to make alone, .. get some professional help. Nothing is going to improve until you do.