I'm so tired of dealing with everything.Sometimes I just want it all to end. The anxiety and depression everday gets unbearable.Sometimes I wonder if this is all real or not. My mind just goes blank. I want to get back on meds, but I am scared. They change me so much,my mind, personality. I'm tired of worrying about each and every little thing, every d**** day! Like if I'm gonna be sick today, what if people look at me. What do they think of me. Do they think I'm crazy, or can they see it? What am I? Am I depressed, paranoid, bipolar or just having anxiety atacks? I don't have insurance right now, that makes everything even harder. I know I need to talk to a psych doc. Help anyone.
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