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I'm not going to make it much longer.......

Bernie96
Bernie96

I don't know how to stop feeling this way. I don't like how anything in my life is going. I don't see it getting better. I only see me killing myself. I'm so over feeling this way. I was hoping that my recent trip to the emergency room would change things, but it didn't. In fact, it only made it worse, because i went becuase a friend called the police on me. Now that friend wants time to think about hte position that i put him in. So the only person who ever helped me, who has helped me get this far, doesnt want to talk right now. I feel alone, lost, and confused. I can't take it any longer. I am so done with this messed up world. Im sitting in puddles of tears and blood from cutting my leg right now... I don't know who else can help.

billwfriend
billwfriend
you are the one who can help....you have to face facts...your in big shit trouble right now thinking of killing yourself....you need to seek professional help...call the hotline
USA: Hopeline (Suicide): 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
USA: Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255)
Bernie96
Bernie96
I am talking with the helpline right now., its not changing anything.
biaxD05
biaxD05
don't give up of trying to get help! I will pray for you, and hang in there please... you don't deserve being treated so badly by yourself, I'm sure there are so many beautiful things about you so be kind to yourself... I'm sending you good thoughts, and I hope you get better! if you want to talk I'm here for you, you can message me whenever you want
Bernie96
Bernie96
Cutting makes me feel better temporally, but i don't know how to get rid of the pain of wanting to die, I truly feel like its the right thing to do.
biaxD05
biaxD05
cutting makes you feel better temporally, but I'm sure it causes you to feel worse in the long run, you are hurting yourself and probably people who care about you... you need professional help, something that can help you to get better for real, then you can find inner peace and bring some joy to life, discover things that make you happy... just don't give up like this, there are things that make life worth living
Debbalina
Debbalina
Its unfortunate when those we care about let us down. I'm sorry your friend is being distant right when you need them so. Maybe giving them the space they need will bring them back around eventually. People really don't know how to handle mental illness. Your getting well and taking care of yourself will speak volumes....
Bernie96
Bernie96
I'm trying, but I'm at a loss, at a loss to fight. I'm so tired, tired of fighting. I think I'm done for real this time.
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