Ditto. You have summed up my life.

But here's the honest to god truth you cant do that life goes on and the world expects us to go on to, so we have to and yea it sucks it really does, but we need to and along the way if we find some good and happiness in our life we hold on too that dearly because who knows the next time well find it is, and you may think its unfair that you have this problem and that you need to deal with it is unfair probably the most unfair thing that ever happened to you, and it's a gonna be hard its gonna make you cry some days and make you want to end it all but you can't its not the right thing to do.

So to sum up keep going find happiness hold onto it with everything you got, and life is most likely gonna suck some times but I quote The Doctor. "Life is good things and bad things, but sometimes the good things outweigh the bad things and it makes life worth living". And that is the most honest thing to come from his a mouth so follow that advice.

Are you getting help from a mental health professional. If not, contact a psychiatrist for evaluation. The doctor can make a treatment plan and refer you to talk to a therapist. I wish you well.

I completely understand how you are feeling. I have been dealing with depression on and off again for years. With our disease it’s true that when things happen in our life that are negative it gets worse. How I have learned to deal with mine, is when i have the days when I just can’t cope with life. I write down all that is positive in my life and focus on those. I try not to seclude myself, because I find it makes it worse. I try and reach out to someone I know I can trust to talk to. I find that its helping me more and more. I hope and pray you can find something that will work for you.

Hello, have you thought about seeing a therapist to express your feelings and a physiatrist, so you can get onto an antidepressant to help you deal with coping and depression? I think you are dealing with this the best you can. But you need to vent your feelings with a specialist. Hope this helps. I will keep you in my prayers Carolanne

It feels like the hardest thing to do, but I find when I'm feeling the most antisocial or isolated I force myself to do something social or go to a social place like a park or restaurant or I call my mom or another loved one for conversation. I don't tend to have an appetite myself, but that's what snacks are for! If I just munch on little things when I can't eat it at least gives my body a little something to run off of until I am feeling better. I hope this helps and welcome to a wonderful community of support! :)

I feel exactly the same after being picked on and verbally abused by my family for the last 18 yrs i feel like giving up on life and wish i died when i was 2 yrs old cos i had cancer which lead to untold problems, one being depression i am now 35 yrs old and still being verbally abused by my mum