Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
You sound extremely clingy and may start to feel like chewing gum stick to her fingers if you cannot let her have any space from you ever. It would also be really tacky if you died and found out later her cell had a flat battery.
Go out. Have a walk in the forest or something away from technology. You have fallen down the plughole and need a dose of the physical world to pull you out.
music or....Think what you may can do differently. Write your thoughts
down...it may help you to find your Answer. Best of Luck!