I would care. Every life matters. I know that pain seems unbearable, but just being physically around others can be of some comfort. Getting help from a Counselor, a Hot-Line, or even a nurse at an ER is nothing to be ashamed of. I am a Christian, so you are in my prayers. God loves you more than is humanly possible. Hold on and don't feel ashamed to get help.

I understand how you feel. But tell me what hurts. Sometimes it helps to talk about it.

It didn't work because subconsciously you really don't want to die, you just want the depression and sadness to stop....all you do with another suicide attempt is make things work and then have to pick up the pieces again. So why not skip all that and just work on the Depression. Are you seeing a Pdoc (psychiatrist) for treatment? A Therapist for therapy? if your not doing anything to treat the depression then it can't get better. You need to be in treatment so the depression that's making you feel so awful, sad and lonely can start to go away and you can feel better.