Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
before i go to bed, i just want to let everyone know that tomorrow is the last day i will be a college student...im dropping out because i cant take the treatment and the selfish stupidity the rotates around in this drunken sex pit of doom! so im moving back home until summer when i will venture out alone in the world, again. tomorrow is also the day that i just may die, i mean i have asked every living soul on this campus to help me out even my own Hall monitor who gets paid to help me out. and no one wants to help. so tomorrow, a 5'4" 90 pound girl will be carrying a fridge down 3 flights of stairs all by herself! im so pissed at how selfish some people can get, i mean..they cant put down their remote controls to their stupid video games for one second to help out the one and only person that helps them out without ever even being asked! argh!!!
Friend19
yes, scratch... when i over stress myself i get nose bleeds...
deleted_user
That's gonna be every where you go if it is so now. So maybe stay with it, get an education, rise above their ass. American dream, to not really need any friends.
deleted_user
Good cause I'm not sure I'm spelling mediforicly right. :-)
deleted_user
Not that being stressed is good. Sorry.
deleted_user
metaphor, metaphorically, lol sorry...damn me and my useless brain! I wasn't trying to be rude :(
Friend19
i cant survive being surrounded by a bunch of lazy drunk fools who are greedy and selfish... i hate failing a test that some high off his ass jerk passed with flying colors... or try and get sleep when their is a party going on next door...it makes me sick!
deleted_user
Any way you could maybe just move off campus? So are you just scared of failure? Sorry if that is to direct. Just say if so.
deleted_user
Just hate the thought of you giving up on school cause of them is all.
Friend19
no, i just need to hide away for a while. maybe i could just leave all my shit and runaway now...i feel like no one around here would even notice or give a flying fuck!
deleted_user
Well lets just figure your right on that one. Wouldn't want you to test that. But yea, get off the dang root beer, and give it a day before any rash, hastey decisions huh?
Friend19
i leave tomorrow... its done, complete...written in stone...and i feel sick to my stomach because i dont know whats next:( i have never worked a day in my life because everyone is afraid to hire a depressed girl who cant even remember her own age at times...what am i to do?
deleted_user
Got any family? Where you gonna go?
Friend19
home to my mom and dad and .......verbally abusive fucking brother!!!.... i have no where else to go... i now understand why two of my cousins ran away and another shot himself in the head...my family a pile of horse shit...
deleted_user
Oh no, don't never think you understand someone offing theirselves.
Friend19
im not suicidal, i just have this feeling that im afraid someday im going to act upon....and that feeling is that it would be betters to drop everything and runaway... maybe be a bum or something...
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