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Junetwentyseventh
Junetwentyseventh

The person I loved the most hurt me in the worst way possible. I can’t even bare the pain anymore, I don’t know what to do or where to turn. I’m always there for everyone else during hard times, but who’s there for me? Sometimes when I think about suicide I think about leaving a note. A note letting him know he’s the reason for everything, I just want him to hurt as bad as I am. 

Carolin57
Carolin57
I think it may be your birthday coming up. And if so would it be a good time to make some changes and step away from the person who is hurting you?
You sound like a caring person and that you are being hurt badly.
growthhurts
growthhurts
I'm so sorry you are hurting. :( Just because someone hurt you does not mean you are not valuable and worthy of love! People are here for you, just continue reaching out. I hope there is something here https://list.ly/list/1CE4-looking-up-from-the-stubborn-darkness that can help you. You are loved.
SimpsonsOK
SimpsonsOK
When a loved one betrays us, it shakes us to the core. I didn't realize that I set up one way streets, with me giving, others taking, and so, when I needed them, I found the same thing you did. I am also in the codependent group, which has helped me to set up two way streets. Someone who would betray you so deeply is not likely to see themselves as responsible for you committing suicide, even with a note saying so. We are here for you as you begin to heal from all this pain and grief. Healing and comforting hugs.
AnnieToman
AnnieToman
think about it, thats a very extreme way of saying things, and i always remind people that suicide is the most selfish act there is, nothing has less regards to other peoples feelings then that. But i do like your idea of writing a note to tell him what he done to you. do it write him a good note but please dont hurt yourself
OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
I don't know what this person did to you but, whatever it was, it's not worth taking your own life. Let me share a hurt with you I experienced when I was about your age. I was working out of state and came home. I heard a friend of mine and his wife had separated. I had known he and his wife for years so, I thought I would try to help. I went to where he worked and asked if there was anything I could do to help he and his wife reconcile. He said "no" that they would work it out. Through the conversation, I asked 2 or 3 times if I could help them in any way and he said "no, for me to just let it go". He didn't tell me why they had separated. I felt if he had wanted me to know, he would have told me. A few weeks later, I found out that they had separated because his wife had caught him with another woman. Guess who the other woman was!!! My wife!!!!!!!! This was the beginning of a bad decline in our marriage and a few years later, we divorced.
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