Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I really do...I have failed at everything...and now I am sitting here, feeling like crap and don't know what to do...
My family thinks i'm lazy and whining...and the truth is that I am...because there is no reason for me to feel this way other than the fact that I lied cheated and stole to satisfy myself and maintain control over MY life. And I ended up crashing and burning and now I feel like such a failure.
I failed to repair my failing relationship...it's still failing...
I failed to give my son the Senior Year HE deserved...
I failed my science classes...again!
I failed to meet my responsibilities in church/school leadership roles that I have...
I am a complete failure as a daughter, and I have the most amazing mother in the world but I still failed to be a good daughter.
I have failed at everything I love! and now I sit here, wanting to die (figuratively not literally-suicide has NEVER been an option) ...all I really want is a DO-OVER but I don't think that is possible.
I can't undo all these things I've failed at AGAIN. I just want to be well and try again and do what I know that I can do...but I feel so SICK...
GOD, I dont know that to do!!! Someone please help me!!!
My family thinks i'm lazy and whining...and the truth is that I am...because there is no reason for me to feel this way other than the fact that I lied cheated and stole to satisfy myself and maintain control over MY life. And I ended up crashing and burning and now I feel like such a failure.
I failed to repair my failing relationship...it's still failing...
I failed to give my son the Senior Year HE deserved...
I failed my science classes...again!
I failed to meet my responsibilities in church/school leadership roles that I have...
I am a complete failure as a daughter, and I have the most amazing mother in the world but I still failed to be a good daughter.
I have failed at everything I love! and now I sit here, wanting to die (figuratively not literally-suicide has NEVER been an option) ...all I really want is a DO-OVER but I don't think that is possible.
I can't undo all these things I've failed at AGAIN. I just want to be well and try again and do what I know that I can do...but I feel so SICK...
GOD, I dont know that to do!!! Someone please help me!!!
I just figured out why I MAY feel worse today than other days... apparently it is time for my menstrual cycle...so...I guess I have that added on to my 'sickness'...
I'm worried about my son who took my truck to his Senior Picnic and now it's raining and we have a tornado watch-thats what Iget for not paying attention to the weather...I hope he gets home safely soon...
I just feel so frustrated and unable to do anything...or feel anything...it's like I don't have any feelings!!!!! I just feel dead on the inside. :(