I have been depressed all this week. I'm depressed about my situation with my friends, family and my boyfriend. My boyfriend is disable. He gets a check every month but it is not much. He gets around $800 a month. I know once he paid all of bills, he is left with nothing. He is renting a house that cost around $300 a month. He has utilities, gas, child support, his old car, medical bills and burial insurance, and life insurance. I help him with groceries every month. I pay $20-25 on groceries for him a month. That is not much. He really appreciate for foods.

My family and friends keep telling me not to help him on groceries. They also tell me that don't let him used you. They keep saying it over and over. It is driving me crazy. My boyfriend buy me something or give me money when he has it.

My friends Sheiquita and Loretta told me to ask him for some money sometimes and if he doesn't, he is no good.

I don't buy him anything else except on special occasion such as Christmas and birthday. He buy me something for Christmas, Valentine, my birthday etc. I'm not looking for money. I want him.

I want my family and friends to stay out of my business. I am a grown woman. I will be 29 years old next month. I'm not going to let any man used me. Thank you for letting me vent. I needed it.