Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
The last month I had few days in which I have felt depressed. They were because of fights with my family.
But in general, now I don't feel terribly depressed like I used to. I just don't have time for that.
I registered in an art school after work and I'm studying for a professional certification to advance my career. So I got extremely busy and I don't know, i prefer it this way.
I have moments though when the dark thoughs creep towards me when I am in the car or waiting in line. It seems that thinking is what is causing all of the suffering.
Or that I am simply running away from my problems...
Yes, depression doesn't take banishment seriously and keeps trying to creep back. Maybe it thinks it is protecting us, but of course it is mistaken. I think you are quite right in telling it, "I'm sorry; I don't have time for you now."
I've noticed in myself too what I call the "gravity tendency", because I tend to give more weight to that which is dark and hidden, as if that made it more real or more fundamental. But your skills and your determination and your ambition and, above all, your choices, are as real as (or perhaps more real than) any sadder, less energetic part of you.
Congratulations and best wishes for all your endeavors!