Thinking is like putting a magnifying glass over whatever there is in anyone's life.

It is hard when you feel like you are suffering, especially when that is coupled with feeling alone. Please don't feel you are alone, and please don't end it. I am here if you want to talk.

it seems to me that you'll never learn to enjoy life if you run away from the bad stuff some things are worth fighting for

sorry you are suffering tonight, whats wrong

I have always wished I did not think so much

jUST BE SURE NOT TO FAIL
JUST KITTING THAT'S THE REASON I DO'T DOIT
AND OF COURSE GOD
EVEN DO SOMETIMES I M WANDER IF IT IS THERE

oh me too, it's getting better, but I could be so caught up in my head, racing thoughts, just wouldn't stop

do you mean like second guessing your every move

wondering if that was the right thing to say

qualifying every statement with I don't mean it bla bla bla

obsessing on "why did I say that???""

being to nervous to even eat in front of people because food might be on your teeth and then where would you be???

like that?

*hugs* I am sorry you are hurting so much. you have much to offer my friend, please hang on

I'm not trying to be silly either, these are real things I used to do. but I can eat in front of people now

what goes through your mind scurrie?

take a break from thinking and chat with the many people here tonight

I am trying but I am close to my breaking point. At least some of you guys under stand. A animal is suffering and we end its life and call it stopping misery. What about all of my suffering?

I think I have never seen an animal end it's own life, it's self preservation is too strong an instinct

Animals do not do anything except based on instict. But a horse with a broken leg gets put to sleep to end its suffering. What about my suffering?

right, but people make that choice for him, the horse on it's own would struggle to stay alive...just trying to give you another perspective on it