The anxiety from the unknown is rough. Waiting for it to hit can really be demoralizing and I feel for you. Anything we can do to help?

I am right there with you. My IBS flared up this morning pretty badly, causing nausea, and now I am just an anxiety riddled, weepy mess.

Big hug Ann...I'm sorry that you're struggling

We're here if you want to talk about it...xo

Big hug taylex...That's miserable sweetie
I hope that you start to feel better soon...xo

Touchedbythesun, Taylexie85, & SunCloud JD, thank you so much for your support. Suncloud, I don't know what I support I need at the moment. It would be nice to talk with someone without judgement. I continue to look for resources such as a civil rights and employment lawyer and that fails. I bearly get 3 hours a sleep per night because my nightmares are horrific. If I am not having nightmares about losing my unborn child, the car crash with a drunk driver, my damaged career, and the loss of my boyfriend to lung cancer, its the SA that I experienced. I have nightmares about this resident that died at the nursing home. I think that all I am experiencing is karma. I tried to make sure that the residents were cared for. What can you do if corporate won't support you in doing your job?

My provider changed my medication for my IBS. I am literally running to the bathroom.

I feel defeated. I don't know how long I can continue like this. Thank you for being so supportive.

Wow that's a lot and I'm so very sorry that you're going through so much

There is good medication to combat nightmares/terrors but I don't know if can be taken while pregnant

I am so very sorry that you've lost your boyfriend

Big hug sweetie

I would really try to focus on this hour or this minute

Baby steps are good. steps forward

Xo

SunCloud JD, Last year, I experienced the heartbreaking loss of both my boyfriend and my unborn child. My professional life is struggling, and I find it painful that some people are celebrating the loss of my baby. Deep down, I feel that something isn't right. I suspect that my late boyfriend's ex-partners played a role in this tragedy. Just moments before the accident, one of them called him to ask if he was coming home, and he said "no. " Shortly after, we were struck by a drunk driver who was going the wrong way. I discovered text messages indicating that three individuals were discussing ways to harm me, aiming to cause me to lose my baby. When we first started dating, I asked him to keep drama out of our relationship. All I wanted was to be left alone. The emotional pain still weighs heavily on me. I had known him as a friend for three years before we became a couple, and I never expected him to hurt me like this. People criticize me for showing kindness to the drunk driver, but I believe that he is not the only one who should face consequences. My former roommate played a role in setting me up to be assaulted, and she would do anything for her addiction. She is also involved in the issues with my previous employer. I have been looking for lawyers to help me with my case against them, but no one is willing to take it on. As a result, it seems they will be able to depict me as the villain while escaping responsibility for their actions.