I don't really have much positive to say because I'm starting to feel down again myself. All I can say is just hang in there. Stay strong. People do care. Hug

Please don't ever "Just end it all"................

We care very much. We can all relate to what you are going through.

Depression and all of it's nasty little friends try to steal anything and everything they can from us.

Our peace, our happiness, our ability to function.

Please keep fighting because You Matter !!!!

It's just so hard to keep trying and trying and failing I can only take so much disappointment. I don't know how much more disappointment I can take before I just quit and not even try to work or improve my life.

That's how I feel most of the time now. It's hard to keep running into that same wall again & again. I have glimmers of hope when I manage to do something for myself and enjoy the experience. I love photography, I just take pictures of things in the backyard right now and sometimes at work, if I see something nice or unusual.

Do you have any easy hobby you could do anywhere you have the time or desire too?

I hope this helps a little and to let you know you are not alone in this fight and you have found a special place for ask for help.
longing2behappy

I like playing video games, watching movies and just watching television. But they only help so much. I don't have very much desire for much else really. I used to though. Life has a way of killing my hopes and desires. I wanted to go to college but high school was so bad for me. I am even having issues writing this. My life as a kid was great then came adulthood. Adulthood has just plain sucked for me.

Feeling the emotions is effin shit. I think we're more advanced than the average human, our burden. Hugs my special sensitive friend, am with you

my girlfriend and I recently moved in 2gether. She put down the initial rent and security, I am on SSI, so I am on a limited budget. She sure loves to bring that up In a argument Before my car died she loved to control the radio and her reasoning for controlling MY RADIO was She worked and I did not.

I feel the same way you do alot of the time. I feel like no one really cares about how I feel, and how I can't seem to make myself feel better or relax. It helped me to know that I'm not alone. Maybe it will help you to. I'm here for you if you ever want to chat. Or if you ever need your spirits lifted. I'll try my best

Trust me we all care !!!

We all sink low sometimes in a row. I know I'd never say that if I knew how much it hurt but I have said true hurtful things and I wish I hadn't sunk so low. It took me seeing how much pain it caused. Cry, your gf will eat her words and put out for a week if she has any decency

My girlfriend uses the fact that she works against me. I am so sick of it. She can control my radio in my car, threatens to kick me out of our apartment, says she will do the dishes when she doesn't work and then i end up doing them anyway when she is off. I just hate the fact that people prejudge me when they find out that I don't work. It seems like that no matter what I do or how hard I try I end up failing and I can't take It no more.

If I make one mistake doesn't matter how big or small I don't know how long I will hear about It.

depression and bi polar sucks ass and then you throw anxiety in the middle.. and most people, unless they deal with it themselves could give a rats ass and consider us lazy or a loser....

I am much older then you and I have suffered from the time I was about 7 and no one understood. My oldest son still does not understand and I work for him (luckily), but I always have to take a raft of shit from him about how he has to take care of me... fuck him and fuck anyone that doesnt understand.

Its a shame that your girlfriend that should love you and be understanding has to be such an asshole about the whole matter.. I wouldnt wish this disease on anybody but there are alot of people that I would love to see them deal with it for atleast a full week so they might get some understanding...

All I can tell you sweetie is to hang in there and try to be tough.. Its hard but thats what we have to do.. treasure the good moments when they are there cause they can disappear as fast as they appear.. Believe me I know....

I wish you peace young man and strength and courage and a more understanding girlfriend.... peace to you..

I am glad I read through the replies before I commented on it. I have been through it all. The hurtful comments, the expectation of since I don't work I have to wait on others hand and foot. It took me five years to get my disability and had to depend on others. It was not a very good time in my life.

Do you contribute any thing the house hold. My check goes into paying the bills now too. It has given me my voice back. How did you live before you moved in with your girl friend? Did you make it alright? That took the fear of being kicked out away from me. I let them know I help too. It may not pay all the bills but it sure helps us live.

Now my x who gave me such a hard time is on ssi and we do the best we can. My daughter kicked me out of her house, but learn her lesson by having to pay child care. She did not see me watching the children and cleaning the house as a contribution. Yes, she had to pay out the nose for that.

Does you girl friend need your check to pay the bills. I would remind her of that and if she threatens to put you out act like it does not bother you one bit. Sometimes calling someones bluff works.

You don't not work because you want to, you don't work because you can't. I hope their is a way for you to find equal footing in your relationship. It is not very nice what she is doing to you. You are not a puppet that can be manipulated by strings. Good luck to you.

It took me awhile but I have found my footing in my relationships. They need me as much as I need them.

Good luck to you.