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Friendless
Friendless

I lost the love I had  she took all back  and change it .now I'm empty handed  . I'm terrified I want to die. Why can't someone  just kill me today right now. I'm asking for it many people  die because  they didn't want  too . I mean still alive and I want to die . I want to die .DIE  


I KNOW NO ONE UNDERSTAND  WHAT'S INSIDE  ME . I WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR. PLS.I BEG  SOMEONE  TO KILL ME TO KILL AND END ALL MY PAIN ALL MY PROBLEMS ALL THE COMPLICATIONS EVERYTHING.  I know it's not right to pray to God to die but I do pray for myself to die.  I want to die in a fast way . I don't care if anyone feels or doesn't  feel anything when I die I don't care. They watch me suffer when I was alive so they can watch me not suffer when I'm dead . Get it .

Faintestidea
Faintestidea
Dont die. The ex isn't worth it trust me. My ex just took everything I knew for 21 years and threw it in a trash can and I'm alone trying to sort it out. But it will get better. Sorry if im not the best morale booster youve seen but I'm trying to help. If you need someone to talk to I always have the time
Friendless
Friendless
Shes not my ex she's my grandmother and friend
Restful
Restful
One, or even a few major painful events in your life isn’t worth ending it all. I know from experience that things change with time, and you won’t feel like you do now.
Friendless
Friendless
The truth is nothing will change my circumstances won't change so why should I have hope.
Scaredandafraid
Scaredandafraid
Circumstances change all the time. People come and people go. We create many of our circumstances in our lives.
Mingui
Mingui
I do not know the real circumstances you had had with your grandma, but remember one thing. She might be old but wise and maybe she is not intending to harm you or to hurt you, just wanted to have some alone time, or just give you space. I do not think that your grandma stop loving you or thinking about you.
As you have situations so is she.
Please be patient, pray for some comfort.
Friendless
Friendless
Im going to leave everyone im not going to make friends im just going to make acquaintances. Im going to make sure no will take advantage of my feelings .and ignore it and just say my feelings is not healthy.

#hurtunlovedalone
#cravingforunconditional love
#ive been nice to everyone
#time to be mean and cold to everyone.
#caring less
Anna1212
Anna1212
I also don't think your grandmother has stopped loving you. sometimes there are misunderstandings and hurts between family members and they feel really intense at the time but time kind of smooths things over.

don't give up on your relationship with your grandma yet. maybe she needs some space for awhile. I remember you saying you did one thing to turn her away. I can't imagine that one thing you did would change the feelings that your grandmother has for you.

I wish you could get some counselling help and talk through this some more. did you try the crisis line?

like people here have said, your pain is very intense now but it could/will change with some time.
doncornelius
doncornelius
Hey look I think it’s normal to want to die sometimes. It’s the only way we think the pain will end. It’s really not though. I’m serious. Almost everything can be fixed. While I don’t know what’s going on inside you head, I have felt the same way before. All I can tell you is that it’s always worth a fight. It’s important to know that sometimes when dealing with depression it’s ok to be self centered. And I’m not talking about in a bad way. I mean that we have to take care of ourself otherwise how can we help anyone else. At some point there has to be happiness. That’s worth fighting for.
Friendless
Friendless
Thank you all I really appreciate you guys support.
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