I am trying to cope with, my fucked up head right now, but i don't really want to go see a therapist, or psychologist, or be put on drugs, or be put into psych ward. I don't like therapists, period, i still don't understand why i should ask for advice from a person that seems to have theirs in order and who does a therapist talk to when they have problems, yea i am not trying to sound like a smart ass but really how should i take advice form a person that lives in a place where nothing affects them, so they cant relate to me. Psychologists, well not many good around me anyway and going to one would cause me to lose my job, and make things worse and i don't have time or the money for them. Drugs, well that brings me to a point about all three, a while ago i had a lot of friends that were in a place that they were somewhat happy, but when they showed signs of depression or anything else, what was the first thing they were put on, some sort of drug that was supposed to make them feel better, did it? Well for some it did, but they were never the same after ward, the ones that couldn't get better seemed to follow in the path of self destruction, later on even death for some of them. I have tried to feel better without these things, its not that i feel like i don't need them, but if i can make it through this without these things, well maybe down the line i can help others with the same method and i can feel proud to know that i can conquer this, there is also nothing wrong with getting help, this i know, but i am so sick of hearing the same "get professional help" line. I know i will get a lot of bad complaints for this, i don't care, What may work for some, will not work for all, i have had a bunch of pain in my life, no pills taken, i always thought that if drugs were supposed to be natural and good for you they would grow on trees like apples, they don't. Maybe talking with someone that is in the same state and can relate to you is better than all three methods mentioned above. Depression is also natural, you may disagree with me but everyone can get it, some don't get it, and putting something unnatural in your body to combat it doesn't make sense to me. Is it wrong to think like this, am i an idiot?