am I supposed to cope with this. Have been told by the police today that they have up to now been unable to retrieve text messages from my mobile that they need in order to press charges against the guy who raped me. They have 10 days to try again before he answers bail. Have managed to convince myself that they won't be able to do this so am now looking for an out. I live in a small town and if they don't press charges then i'm fucked. Might as well kill myself now rather than face all the fingers being pointed and being accused of lying. I have had enough of fighting everything and everybody, exhausted, fucked off and really can't see the point anymore.
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