Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I feel so uncomfortable around people. Whether it be relatives, strangers, etc. . . Everytime I'm near one, I always feel like I am doing something wrong. My mind just keeps telling me that I am a failure, that I'm no good to anyone's eyes. I always fidget with things or try to fix things to make myself seem useful, but I can never have those thoughts out of my head. My heart aches so much when my mind starts to speak. I've tried to ignore it, but I just can't. . .
I went back to school on the 13th that's when things got worse. Because school is very public and it is always sorrounded by strangers, I just don't feel right. Everything in my eyes and possibly everyone's eyes is wrong. I feel so useless and stupid. Sometimes I imagine how the world would be without me, others wouldn't be at peace but I would. But it is because of others that i stop myself.
*sigh*
Thank you for reading this, I feel like I needed to get this out.
Is there a counselor at school you can talk to about this? I have found that sharing my struggles with others is so helpful. They help me see things more clearly.
Praying for you, friend.