I woke up this morning with the thoughts of my screwed up family churning in my head and couldn't go back to sleep. I started crying wishing that the thoughts would stop.

I'm at work now, but I'm still in a wave of depression. Got my fake face on, though.

Loving hanging out with my son and got a call from my older son that he is coming home Monday ( the company he works for has their corporate office here) and will be here a few days and then back again the following weekend so I am very very happy.

I am really sorry Cypress for whatever has happened. I pray things turn back around quickly for you.
Heretic, I hope you are able to get your meds when you need them under the new plan.
Still..... I hope you are asleep right now. I'm so sorry you have the insomnia so bad. :((
Koolman. Try to keep on laughin' all you can. :)
Gina, hoping you feel better soon too.

I probably left off some others, I was just going with the replies after my first on yesterday.

Big hugs to you all. Peace~~

LMT

I'm now witnessing the miracles of recovery.

I won 25 yesterday for matching 3 numbers in the UK Lottery on Wednesday night. Now today I went to a local Chapel to do the 3pm Stations of the Cross Mass and today's Soccer results went my way. Brentford FC won promotion to the English Second Tier)

Also I'm not eating compulsively today. :)

How am I doing? Not 2 good because I am out of beer and full of fear....fearful they will run out at the store b4 I get there.

naw not really, actually doing good, there is one thing that perplexes me though...quite by accident I found out that when I make strong coffee three to four hours before bed as in one cup of water and one scoop of coffee and drink two beers right on top of that I sleep all night.....now ain't that weird?

I'm telling ya this dyslexia is gona kill me yet!

Another night, probably be another round with insomnia

Day was going okay until my mom called a couple of hours ago. She and my dad are both 79. They have both been sick for weeks with bronchitis. On Antibiotics and steroids. Still sick. My dad started having bad stomach pain this morning. She took him to an urgent care clinic. They said he was too sick for them to treat him, so they are at the hospital emergency room now. Waiting for Dad to get some tests run. Ready to go to the hospital if they keep him. Any good vibes or prayers would be appreciated. I'm worried about him. :(

LMT