It's midnight here and I am breathing. That's my way of saying I'm not that bad but still not that good. It's one of those weeks when murphy's law applies, you know the one that says "anything that can go wrong, will go wrong". But the most important thing is that in the morning the sun will come up and we can all try one more time.

I'm glad to hear that you are doing good. Sometimes that's all we can ask for.

Embrace the good days, its what makes life worth living. Having said that, I know how murphys law can ruin a day also, just when you think it can't get worst, bang, it gets worst.

It's 3:30am here. I've got insomnia, as well. I hate being awake at this time, because it always seem to be when I feel the loneliest. Other than that, I guess I'm doing ok. I've definitely had worse nights.

I feel lonely too during the nights. Would be nice to have someone to talk to. Being able to come here is alright though, at least we know we are not alone.

I've got insomnia too. Slept only at 3am and woke up at 6am by alarm. I'm so tried and dint want to go to work. I just hope the day gets over soon, and i can get into bed.

Hey sweetie. It's 1:30 pm here right now. I was feeling anxiety this morning which I have been doing better not having alot of anxiety. Not sure if it was because ( as you know ) my night wasn't so great .. didn't sleep too well either. BUT...
anxiety is gone and I am a HAPPY MOMMA cause my baby ( okay my 21 year old baby who is graduating college in 3 weeks ) is coming home tonight ( should be here in about 4 hours ) . I haven't seen him in over 2 months so I am soooooooooooooooooo excited. Unfortunately , my older son who is 28 cant' make it home, but I'm happy to atleast have one here for Easter weekend. Him and his dirty clothes from the last 2 months that I will be washing! ( yes, he can wash his own clothes, but he has a big project to work on while he is here so momma will wash his clothes )

big hugs~~

LMT

and what a nice post Still. thank you.

I'm OK, kinda lonely, but you guys, and a local buddy, my brother from another, I'm laughing more than crying.

I'm trying to hang in there. Been laid off for two weeks and it's looking like I'm gonna be living in my car.

Got "approved" for Medicaid which means I can't get my pills at the clinic anymore, I have to go to an outside pharmacy. Only problem is I don't have a Medicaid card yet, The clinic gave me the card number and said it's all I will need but I have my doubts. It's scary thinking I may not get my meds. Guess I'll find out tomorrow.

Today was a little slow but still ok. Its night time now and will probably be another all niter for me :\

Take Care heretic>

Today? I feel pretty lucky. I have a strong, healthy relationship. The bills are paid. The house is clean. Everyone is relatively healthy. And I'm off work tomorrow.

Happiness doesn't make me appreciative. Appreciation makes me happy. :)

I am actually doing pretty good at the moment although I dont' sleep at night either. I try not to worry about it any more, though.

heretic, I hope you're okay. Please stay in touch and let us know how you're doing! Will keep you in my prayers.

2:46 am, wide awake, everything is right on cue

Nevermind. Things just got really shitty really quick. I want to kill myself.

Still awake :\