I wouldn't miss you specifically, but as someone who has had horrible depressions I would recommend you contact a support person asap, as suicide has far reaching devastating effects on people who love you-and I am prepared to bet there is AT LEAST one person/animal who does.

Ya know what ? You are absolutely right. Im not going to sugar coat anything here for you and I am sure not going to beg you to re-think it. I will tell you that someone will miss you! Your actions will negatively effect someone else in this world. If you think they wont you are gravely mistaken.

If you want a friend and someone that understand how you can feel the way you do then I am here for you! I have been suicidle most of my life and to make matters worse my only brother blew his head off 4 years ago. Both of my parents died of broken hearts the following year and that left me without any family. The only thing anyone could say at his funeral was they expected that out of me and not him as he was always the strong one. There isn't much of anything bad in this world that I have not lived through. So lets talk about things!

Lostsoul72-I love your sense of humour. What say everyone suicidal gets a puppy and a kitten? they will get you up in the morning! It is best to not just live or die for yourself. Animals love you and make you laugh and give you something to focus on that isnt you.

I am sorry I didn't mean to sound so crass there, but I do understand the hopelessness and pain you feel if your wanting to end your life. I told you about my brother just to show you 1 instance as to how it effected both my parents and myself life. Another is that his wife left him and was cheating on with another woman and that was the main reason why he did it. He had a 7 year old son. That's right my nephew who I have not seen since my brothers funeral 4 years ago, because his mother and I do not get along.

I want to help you and I want to care about you, but if you don't give me the opportunity to then I guess that is your choice.

Big Hugs!

I say those *exact same words.* to myself Frequently & the reality is, We all have a cross to bare. Our pain no more & no less than anyone elses - my pain makes me Believe that I am hurting worse than Anyone Anyway !!
I am ready to be done here on Earth - more often than not !! BUT for ME : I can't 'do myself in' having Overwhelming Fear that IF I did - would prevents me from Ever seeing my family again ?? I will stay here and tough it out because I'm not willing to chance it !! Yippie, Since I am stuck here, Now what ??
I'm sure our situation are different, but it sounds like our Feelings are Identical....
It is a lonely world not having family. I am an adopted only child. I have been alone on the planet for a little over five years. It Bites !! I'm Still trying to find my direction, my purpose and (with depression) it can be paralyzing to
simply find a reason to get out of bed. I so understand.
Please stay here with me on Earth, so we can both be with our families eternally.
Prayers up. Blessing.
Truly Heartfelt,...
Lil' Orphan Nannie.