AloneinArizona said it well. You are far too young to feel this way. If you can't find an ear to bend, please know that we are here for you.

No I have no friends ... I have noone my family gave up on me long ago ... its just me .... in a room ...all alone everyday ... I just sleep ... and cry .... and sleep ...

Death is not the answer my dear. Life can be enjoyed, not just endured. I lost a son at 37 years old and the void his death left behind, will never be filled. I am here any time you need to talk.

Please don't take your life. You're too important and your life is valuable. You have friends HERE. We care and will be there for you, but you do need outside help if you are suicidal. And maybe medication and therapy. Please give yourself a chance and be the friend to yourself that you deserve!

Hey listen to me what you and I both need is someone who understand exactly how we feel. I understand where you are coming from believe me I have been sucidal snce I was a teen. I have attempted three times in the past one of them being last night. I have only one friend and my family doesn't take it seriously. I have started seeing a psycologist for my depression. How about this every time you feel this low send me a message I'm willing to be your friend and listen to you. Plus I understand the whole lines about what we have to live for and what we can handle and all that shit. The truth is sometimes it is smarter to talk to someone who can see your side of it versus the opposite. Please feel free to talk to me.

>>my ex boyfrined who i live with doesnt care doesnt take my threats seriously

1. Give up the suicide idea.
2. Move out.

>>my family could careless

3. When someone is bent on committing suicide, others eventually don't care anymore. Well, of course they CARE, but when they keep threatening or TRYING suicide .. others just can't do anything about it. Suicide is a sick, cheap, totally negative 'thing'. It is the supreme 'power play' and others get fed up with it. See #1 above.

>>.... why doesnt my ex just understand what he put me through he broke up with me and now is playin with all my emotions and i am not strong enough

Get away from him .. see #2 above.

>>my family has all but dissapeared and doesnt care ...i am at my last straw

See #3 above. We live our own lives .. with family, or without. If they have disappeared, it should not cause your death.

Like I said earlier talk to someone who has really been there girl. Trust me you feel better for it later.

I went thru the same thing you are going thru right now when i was 20 years old. I understand how you feel, you're feeling lonely and have no friends/family to support you right now. Don't worry about the guy anymore, if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. You should start seeing other guys, and who cares about your ex. Do whatever makes you happy.