Hi Everyone ! 

I'm new to this group so I figured I would share a little about me in hopes that it starts a connection 

June 21st 2019 my whole world flipped upside down.  I lost my fiance to an drug overdose . I had an beautiful future planned with him just for it to be taken away so quickly . No warning signs. No goodbyes.

I'm 8 months pregnant expecting our little girl to enter the world on September 23rd. You can say my emotions have been off the charts.  I've been very depressed which is understandable right ? I lost so much more than my fiance.  He was my best friend, my better half , my soulmate.  We spent every single day together.

I've had to find a new reason to live . I tell everyone that my daughter keeps me going even though she isn't here yet.  I feel guilty that sometimes I wish God would take me too so that I could be with my fiance again . I know that this little girl needs me more than ever and I am so blessed to be having her but, the pain of losing my fiance is so intense.

I know God has a reason for everything he does but, it just seems unfair that he took my fiance away from me .  I wish life had a rewind button.