Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Friendless
Friendless

I'm 19 I've stayed home for 3yrs doing everyones chores at home .cleaning and cooking .You guys never clean up after yourselves .Don't Eat What I cook complain about the food I cook .Say that I'm doing nothing at home. I don't have a job .my parents are mad at me .Everyone treats me different. No one huges me or kisses me anymore (Grandma)  . I'm unloved for not having a job.People think everything I tell them is in my head not real.Everyone stopping me but can't help me , support me,understand me.My first and last therapist told me I'm like a rag on the the floor where people steps all over you  on the ground. Guess what I wrote a poem that I felt like that before.Mabye  my therapist  is right and my parents  are right I'm nothing, my brother is right I'm like trash .There's  one thing my therapist is wrong about the rag has holes on it and soon it be torn apart until i vanish .My closest friend like my grandma doesn't  understand  me.I only have one friend. All the other friends are aquantances. But the only friend I had starts to treat me like an aquantance.since I don't want to work to mention not that I don't want to .I'm just scared people would treat the same as my friends ,families and the people who are dear to me .I want someone to kill me .Why do people  who wants to live longer dies early? Why can't I die early ? I have  no value in this World to anyone .I filled with anger .I'm tired of being nice to everyone. I'm tired of keeping a smile on When I want to cry .I'm tired of crying everyday and caring .I'm on my own .Yes ,that's life. I'm Ready to die . Jobless, jobless,   jobless yes , I'm jobless. 


I'M NOT SEEKING ADVICES I WANT LOVE .PLS.LOVE ME 

Wanttolovehim
Wanttolovehim
Honey, I hear where you ate coming from. I have been there a lot. The difference is I have a wonderful family that loves me. My pain is from wanting the love from someone else. Just reading your post makes me want to jump thru it and just hold you and let you cry on someone's shoulder that truly cares and understands. So I'm sending you a big hug and a shoulder to cry on. Someone does love you. If you need to talk or vent just message me I'm here for you. Love ya
OLDBIKER
OLDBIKER
Young lady, I am here any time you want to vent or just converse. I have been here for over 8 years. I had dealt with depression, loneliness, death, being a social outcast when I was a biker, looked down on by my family, been through a divorce because my wife was verbally abusive, always said I'd have nothing, be nothing and worth nothing. I was told for years, I could never do anything right and for that, I dealt with the big stigma on my life called REJECTION. I know how you feel. Give me a shout anytime.
AnnieToman
AnnieToman
you have my love,,you really help
looney1
looney1
Friendless there is a thing where people especially family transfer their sh** onto a 'black sheep' instead of owning it themselves. I wonder if that's what's happening here? I hope life gets better soon. You're not friendless here.
livinandbreathin
livinandbreathin
I am so worried for you. I know how it feels to feel suicidal...and you are talking about it a great deal. Please look up the number for crisis services in your area so if you have a night you hit bottom you can call...tape the number to the phone. There are so many people with such serious problems. Try to reach out. My son did commit sucide so I know a lot more about it than I wish I did. But I will tell you, my son thought no one cared, and at his funeral, the church was filled. Things can get better. I had to keep going because I didn't want my grandchildren to have a legacy of an uncle and a grandmother who both killed themselves. Reach out. Please.
Friendless
Friendless
Thanks guys I'm just an outcast.
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