Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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noel 03/26/2017

i have been suffering from depression for 8 years now which is a long time considering I am 15 it has been on and off but it affects how i live on a day to day basis. sometimes it feels as if i am on top of the world and then the next miniute i am holding it up. i cannot focus and i have a hard time going out because i cant bear to see people happy. I mean i am happy for them but i envy them so much because of this joy they have and because i dont have that i get emotional and cry. i feel sad and lonely i feel as if no one is thre for me not even the people who i know love me. i cant deal with this and i have tried so hard to be happy and positive but it feels so fake and unnatural. help.

reddog201 03/26/2017

i am sorry you are hurting like this....i understand because i am having the same feelings....maybe just knowing some one else is out there having to deal with simmilar issues and sais i hear you and you are not alone might be of some help...i know how lonely it feels....i have been dealing with the same problems most of my life...or at least as long as i remember. .....i hope you do not feel so alone any more..

akacountrygirl 03/26/2017

Have you seen your doctor regarding this? Antidepressants could help you get through this rough patch. (I am 56 and had depression since I was 11 yrs old,)

There are several things that you can do to help you deal with this. A good counselor will help you figure out what is best for you. Beware of doctors who just want to medicate you.

Sending prayers,

akacountrygirl 03/26/2017

Let me know if there is anything that I can do to help you.

Alexis09 03/26/2017

I completely understand...the times of complete bliss then it come crashing down. I understand. My happiness felt so unnatural to me that I stopped forcing it, and it ruined me. I am 17, turning 18 soon, and failed to realize how much acceptance is key to recovery. Accept that this is what you're dealing with. Trust me...it's a huge realization. I must ask...is there guilt that resides with any of these feelings?

I know you're hurting at such a young age, and I'm so sorry you are. I hope you have the support you need, and I hope you have the strength to let yourself keep going as you have these past 8 years. Best of luck.

EvStern 03/26/2017

I know EXACTLY how you feel..............

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