Hello. I have always been depressed. My father, mother and brother were all alcholics and abusive. I suffer with anxiety, ptsd, and severe depression. I wake up and am too depressed to move. I just sit for hours on my bed, unable to function. A lot of bad memories and pain have recently surfaced, and I feel overwhelmed by them. I also feel emotional pain a lot, and stressed. I cannot do housework any more, just enough to exist. I count the hours till I can sleep, worried that I will not be able to. I have felt sucidial at times and total despair. This seems like such a caring friendly group. I wanted to meet and share with others who understand.