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Having Another Bad Day

Frunkiss
Frunkiss
Today has been a rough day. Also recently me and my girlfriend broke up. I am feeling very lonely since. I try to see my friends. But one of my friends works overnights and i rarely see him. My other friend just moved to Florida. And my other friend works all week and i can only see him on Saturdays. I tried to see that friend today but he was sleeping. I just ended up driving around. I am trying to think of positive thoughts but I can't. I am trying to think of reasons why my life has any importance or meaning. I don't have much to look forward to in my day to day life.
WallyBear
WallyBear
Hey Frunkiss,

I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad right now.

We all have times in our lives when we feel at a little "Lost"
But Sweetheart, Your Life Has GREAT Meaning And let Me Assure You.............You Are VERY Important.

Please Try Not To rely on others to give your life meaning.
If they're not around, don't let it impact your life negatively :-)
Have A Good Day With Or Without Them :-)

(((HUGS)))
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Frunkiss
Frunkiss
I can't help to feel like a waste of space. I don't work and I live off SSI. My ex girlfriend liked reminding me of that. She's not the only one who reminded me of that btw. Apparantly because she worked and I didn't she could CONTROL THE MUSIC IN MY OWN CAR and CONTROL WHAT WE WATCH ON MY OWN TV. She knew that I didn't like certain artists and genre's of music but that didn't matter because she worked and I didn't. One such group was ICP or Insane Clown Posse. Now she has a dvd of all the music videos. Now she said that she listens to it when I make her mad. So I tried not to make her mad. We would be having a great few days of not arguing at all. Then she still would make me watch the dvd. I like eminem. Now If I even tried to make her listen to eminem god forbid. So what I did was listen to eminem In my free time.I tried telling her that but what do I know. Also because I didn't work I apparantly didn't have any responsibilities. So If she told me to be at her house at whatever time she said. If I was 20 minutes late you would think I did the worst thing In the world. The way she said let and allow omg. She would say " I will allow or let you leave my house early". I felt like I had no control of my own life. That's what I think part of my current issues are. I felt like I didn't have control of my life for 2 and 1/2 years. Now I don't know what to do. And I have all this anger inside me. Just because she worked and I didn't she thought she control me. I feel a lot better now that I got that stuff off my chest. Now maybe I can sleep.