Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
back to a time when u werent as low or even a time when u were a little happy? I dont like what I have become. Sometimes I dont even change out of my pjs to go to the store, I dont cook as much, dont feed myself the right foods.... I wish I could go back and feel pretty again, care about what i eat, and take time to put clothes on while going to the store. I used to care a little bit more and now it feels like I am fighting for my life back and it feels like a losing battle..... anyone ever feel this way???
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*moneyraksha* Thanks u for the support and showing me I am not alone and I will probably message u if thats ok.
*Fallenangel1984* I can relate too you. heck I am in my pjs now and ate choclate for breakfast.
During times of my lowest lows, I really feel like I'm dying on the inside, like the person I am is gone and just an outside shell remains and I go through the motions, and curl up in bed every chance I get... Because to feel so depressed, it's not just a sad feeling, it's painful, everything you do is painful.
I hope you can get to feeling better soon.
During times of my lowest lows, I really feel like I'm dying on the inside, like the person I am is gone and just an outside shell remains and I go through the motions, and curl up in bed every chance I get... Because to feel so depressed, it's not just a sad feeling, it's painful, everything you do is painful.
I hope you can get to feeling better soon.
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*nineteen*- I miss the person i was and am striving just to be me or find who i am.
So I've done my best to let go of that person and I've given up on fighting to become him again. I'm trying to focus on who and what I am now, without comparing to or feeling hung up on the past "me."
Besides when I think about it, I've changed for the good in some ways too. Even though I was happier and "better," I was also arrogant, selfish, lacking compassion... And I'm glad I'm not quite like that anymore.
I hope you manage to get yourself where you want to be soon. Try not to let the past get you down~
But that's changing. I do want her back. And I'm working at getting her back. I think all the time about how I used to be...not in a sad way, although sometimes it does make me sad. But I feel like I HAVE to focus on that, because if I don't, it might get easier to become satisfied with the way I'm living now, and this is no life at all.
*summerwind8* I hear u, its not a good life living sad all the time and it doesnt make things easier when u want to be who u once were. how did we get this way? :(