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Hate this feeling

cath04
cath04
Started heading back down in the pit a few months ago, meds got adjusted and things levelled out. 2 weeks ago my Great Aunt died and i started to slip again, but managed to hold on. Had the funeral on Tuesday, and been going down since. Managed to cope at work on Wednesday, been day off today and Jane been around, but feeling really low, can't be bothered to do anything, just feeling numb. Wanting to cry all the time.
Just asked Jane what time she had to go to work and tonight she has a meeting so has to go in earlier than normal, and promptly burst into tears.
Dreading tonight, it will be the first night on my own since the funeral.
I hate this feeling, have been clear of the feeling for some time, but it always comes back. Just wish I could get rid of it forever.
deleted_user
deleted_user
you're greiving hun! delaying this will only make you feel worse, accept that for a while you will naturally feel down because of your loss. I'm sorry hun xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
flick
cath04
cath04
What does `flick' mean?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Sorry hun, it just means that I agree with sandies post and wanted to keep your thread up to the top so that others could help you.

Try not to be so hard on yourself though hun, like sandie said.. you are greiving and you are allowed to be feeling this way.x
cath04
cath04
Thanks for that, new about `bump' should have realised that `flick' was something similar, quite new on here so still learning
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am sorry you are so low, it's an awful place to be and grief takes it's own sweet time and choices it's place too. I send you online lovies and suggest you do something that feels good just for you, like get a long hot bubble bath with a good book or a massage.

I didnt know what bump or flick was until just now, thanks!
cath04
cath04
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