oh my. that sounds horrible area how confusing it mush have been. i know what u are saying about the medicine. and the hospitol too. like you i am so scared they will put me back into the hospitol again to and that scares me to death. i wish i new what normal is. no clue there. another area is no sleep. wow i cant sleep either. and like you this depression stuff is awful. how do you deal with it? what do you do to keep going every day? lets talk.

That's a new one on me. Coming to your house to see what meds you are on??? Don't they have that in there records? Maybe it is a medication issue and changing it can help?? Maybe??

You don't have to go into the hospital just because they suggest it, do you? You have a lot of health issues, the seizures along with the mental stuff. I hope they sort it out for you. Sorry you are in such pain right now.

I'm sorry you are dealing with this, it has to be so frustrating. I hope they're able to figure out the right mix of meds for you soon! ((hugs))

that's what IM hoping. They said and that my meds might be acting on my behavorial stuff right now. I was calling the crisis line too much for stuff that wasn't a crisis but to me a crisis is trying to %^&^% your self and who is goingto call when they do that? They just think the seizure and the pain meds and the behavior meds are interacting in a bad way. I feel foggy and befuddled. my crisis today get through this and school work. ugh. wishing there was chili as a reward it is so cold

I'm not sure which meds you mean but can certainly vouch that any med can definitely cause negative things in one person but positive things in another. They do have to hunt down the right one for each person. I'm sure they are probably just going to hunt the right one down for you. Hugs

If I am understanding you correctly It sounds to me like someone was trying to cover their axx . I worked with a home care agency for a while and you would not believe the things people do lie cheat and steal to cover their incompetency. I would do some investigating maybe a second opinion .You did not do anything wrong our medication is important to our health it can be a very emotional topic. I've cried a few times when I was at my psy dr. One was very sympathetic and took the time to explain to me because I was so upset. Another was cold and dismissive very frustrating.

I don't know, that doesn't sound right to me. All doctors and hospitals have your medications on record, unless a lot of them have been changed recently. I had an appointment with a specialist once and told her I was having weird feelings such as dizziness and spaciness. Without even checking my medication, or my regular doctor, she called the DMV on me!! I lost my license for 2 weeks until my Psychiatrist wrote me a letter and said it was one of my medications since all the tests came back normal. I got my license back but it was a nightmare. We have to be so careful as to what we say to the medical personnel. Hugs GB