Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am done with this cruel world, I have nothing to stop me, nobody to stop me, nobody to help. I’m leaving this world for good. I have to say bye to a couple friends and then I’m leaving. I don’t know how I’ll do it yet, but ill figure it out. I feel lost, confused, and scared. But I can’t seem to find myself. I don’t feel like a person anymore. How do I make this pain go away? I never should have been born. People like me shouldn’t be alive, shouldn’t exist. I should just leave, I’m going to leave. Soon. Hopefully this time no one will stop me. Because I want to go. I want to finish sometimes so that I can make this as clean as possible. I hope people can forgive me, and understand where I’m coming from. People keep telling me things are going to get better but I don’t see how they can. I don’t see how anything can change. I’ve been like this for far too long. I’m going to keep cutting so that I can be in some peace. But soon I’ll be in complete peace for once and for all. I cannot wait.
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I invited Bill to have dinner with me last Sunday. He wasn't willing to drive 7 hours to mid Michigan and teased me with his beautiful ribs!!! So, of course I ate alone and had cedar salmon
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....
USA: Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-8255)
USA: Teen Covenant House Nineline: 1-800-999-9999
USA: SOS Teen Hotline: 1-800-355-0660
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Y a see my brother took his own life 4 years ago and left a 7 year old son to be raised by an unethical low life mother. I have not seen in since the funeral and she wont allow it. His decision to end his life destroyed his son's, parents, and brothers lives. Both my parents died a year after him from broken hearts. SO when you talk about suicide your being selfish! Sure your pain is gone, but the damage your death dose to everyone around you is insurmountable. I understand the despair in your life and exactly how you feel. HELL I am right there with you every damn day of my life, but guess what I have responcibilitys to take care. I have no family left as they are all dead except for my two sons, but I could never destroy them like my brother did his.
You have a life and it can always get better, but you have to want it too! That takes work and a lot of it. Surely you had dreams at one point in your life?
There are lots of people here wanting to help you so reach out to them. I am also one of them and you can message me anytime!
As you seek help, please focus on sources who are focused on you, and not ones that are only interested in you if you join their group.
There are many paths into darkness, and there are many paths out of darkness. Please work to find the one that is best for you. A good question to ask them is if they have suggestions for you in the event that their path does not work for you. Those who say "no" are likely more interested in swelling their numbers than in helping you.