Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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DepressedRecluse 10/20/2013

deep dark DEPRESSION ... excessive MISERY!!!!....

...just got back from church and a meeting I had to attend...and I just feel horrible...I feel so bad for going through the motions...with out any feelings...

I just don't care about anything...or anyone...I just feel numb...and want to sleep/not think about anything...

NOTHING...and I mean nothing matters to me or makes me happy...NOTHING...I have no feelings, no emotions, nothing!...

HA!...I don't feel numb...I feel DEAD...completely VOID of any and all emotion....APATHETIC!...

looney1 10/20/2013

Whew.
I looked at your profile and saw that you don't like doctors etc but you may need to swallow your pride and ask for some help. There may be more going on here than just depression. Hopefully if you can take the steps to change your life you can reclaim some happiness. Good luck

heretic 10/20/2013

I know the feeling, I hate having to go through the motions, it's hell.

Heathersfaith 10/20/2013

I am glad that you got out of the house today.
There is a time for everything . Can you try not to dwell on it much , just allow yourself to be aware of it and continue moving as you normally would. Maybe if you abstain from judging it as well this will give "it" less power. This too shall pass. Hugs.

StrongCelticLass 10/21/2013

I can even go to service because of my shame...@ least your trying to pleas god even if you hearts not in it.

I often feel the same about sleep...It would be so awesome to just go to sleep and problems solved.

Why do you feel Numb?

AngelAshley123 10/21/2013

Church might not be helping you either, consider this. Cause a lot of churches will say that your going to hell if you are this way or that way. But you did the right thing coming here for help, were all hear to help you. But do consider that a doctor might be able to help you even more with medications.

But for now, here's a hugg :)

akacountrygirl 10/21/2013

I have always been told to fake it until I make it.

Going through the motions or having a routine saved my life.

What you are going thru is very common for depression.

Please see a doctor and try some antidepressants....Counseling should help you discover yourself and the reasons why u are unhappy.

There is hope but you have to reach out and ask for help.

koolman 10/21/2013

Say "bye bye" to church and commune with God directly, by going into nature. And you're on the right track by simply wanting to sleep. Sleep IS a direct communion with God.

deleted_user 10/21/2013

After 23 years of dealing with major depression I can tell you there is no fake it till you make it. If possible please go to doc and get some meds. Although you might not realize it at this time. You are important in someones life.

deleted_user 10/21/2013

Mmmmmmm maybe it's time to look at looking at treating this what have you tried? OK meds and doctors are out! But what about alternatives treatments? Have you even tried or looked into them? Counselling? Naturopathy?Grow? Have you even spoken to the priest at the church about it? As most offer free counselling these days.

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