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Anna1212
Anna1212

i am so ill i am too sick to go the doctor. my family is still trying to use me.  i am completely shutting down. very depressed, ill, no support, rejected/ignored by yet another attempt to get a therapist, doctors are HORRIBLE that i've been going to, just alone in the house, ill, not going out except today i have to try to go out to get groceries.  it's so hard.  i don't feel well enough to do it but i have to try to do that now.  i don't see the point of my life. i wonder sometimes why it is taking my body so long to die.  it's just suffering now. pointless.  

GreenEyes727
GreenEyes727
I am sorry that you are feeling so badly. Do you have a Super Walmart near you? Do they have the feature where you order online and they do the shopping and as long as it's over $35, it's free and the employees that do it are not allowed to take tips. I love it. Feel better Wendy!
Bobby5000
Bobby5000
I'm sorry you are feeling low. I wish you good luck and hopefully things can change for the better.
Esgeeem
Esgeeem
Your post really touched me. I hope you're ok.
MelT2020
MelT2020
Anna, I feel the same sometimes. One step at a time. I find focusing on the now helps me not to think on past or future issues. You can do it. Sending hugs and good thoughts your way.

PS- I called to get my mom a new therapist today. No return call and message said there is a minimum 6 month waiting list....hang in there
Anna1212
Anna1212
thank you everybody. i am upset about how this site has just changed. i know it seems like a small thing but i liked it the way it was and now it feels more impersonal. crap
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