Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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campyone 03/12/2009

Posted the other day about feeling fragile. Well thats gone. Now I feel shattered.I can honestly say I have not ever felt quite like I do today.
Just so tired of being alone and scared of staying alone.

I wonder if I am harming my sons life. I just don't feel right about making him be part of my crappy life. thinking he might be better off with his Dad as much of an ass as he is, it's better then me.

Ive never felt like given up, like I do now, I want to sell everything I own and disappear.

anyone have direction on falling off the face of the earth?

deleted_user 03/12/2009

hi campy, I just tried to chat with you. I'm so sorry that you are feeling so bad but I wanted to tell you that your son needs you. Do you honestly think he would be better off with his dad? Come on now, that's the depression talking. I know you hate being alone, but it doesn't have to be that way. Are you seeing a doc or talking to a therapist about what's going on and how you're feeling?

campyone 03/13/2009

Still waiting for direction.

deleted_user 03/13/2009

Campy... I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. Once again, it's the disease talking hon. I know it's hard to fight off those feelings, but they aren't reality, they are disease.

Hugs to you hon.

Testycatlady 03/13/2009

We all feel like this from time to time. It is the nature of our illness. I am sorry you are feeling this way. All I can offer is my sympathy, and say that this feeling does in time lift.
HUGS

campyone 03/13/2009

I have discoverd something , That is I don't do well when yelled, My x screan=med at me on Thursady and it really sent me over the edge, and thinking back I falll apart after anyone yells at me maybe not immediatly but soon afterwards.

Thank for your kind responses they are very much appreicated. Thanks again..

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