sorry i wont kill you.

BIG HUGS!!!!!

hugs to you. I am so sorry for your pain. you are broken. I can see it and feel it in your post. Sometimes brokeness is the exact place to begin again. I know its hard. But now that you feel you have hit the bottom. there is only one way an that is up. look towards the light and let the light shine on your beauiful face. You are worth a million an more. YOu were created to be a special someone. there is no one like you. You are a orginal. you have a purpose. Look for it!!!! hugs to you

God created me as a puppet. TO be used abused filled with hope, and cast aside. I mean nothing I am nothing. Again I fall, again I rise, but I am tired. The more I stand up the more pain comes, I cannot take it. I cannot fight anymore. My heart cant take it and Im not strong enough.

you are 21 years old and I an 45 i have been doing this for years and yes it comes and goes and it does it get better. you are your own worst ememy dont talk like that about yourself. you are important to your family an friends. and to us here. believe it recieve it. grasp it. DOnt give up. Maybe a little rest will help. or maybe you should go to the hospital. I been there done it and got the tshirt its not a bad idea. LIVE DAMN IT LIVE LIVE you have so much life to go and you can be happy. YOu got to work at it and take meds and talk talk talk. now here is somemore hugs.and if i was close to you i would come over wrap you in a warm blanket and hole you and just rock you. since i cant do that wrap yourself up and think of a caring person rocking you and soothing you and running your hair behind your ears as you rest in peace. You are cared for here. Dont do anything to hurt yourself. get that blanket now and rock

Oh I am so sorry you are feeling this way and going through this.

we must learn from our mistakes that is part of life. It sucks but that's how it is and if we don't learn we don't grow.

Hugs to you.

im numb, cold, tired, and alone. my razor so close so close it hurts. I want to use it to cut away this sadness, to cut away this anger, to cut away the part of me that lets him hurt me again and again. I want to carve this lession into my flesh, carve it out like all the rest and let it bleed, and hope I bleed to death.

get the blanket i am serious wrap yourself up real tight in it. and rock it will help take your mind of hurting yourself. please try it.

donot do it. it is not worth it you are very brave be sstrong

THATS JUST IT!!! Ive been strong so long I cant do it anymore!! I cant. Its my turn to be weak, my turn to rely on someone else, or give up... I cant hold up the world forever my arms are getting tired, and Im about to fall. I want to cut so badly because I hurt so much worse. I want to cut so deeply I pass out from pain.. I am numb.. I would welcome pain... to feel ANYTHING

I know it's not much help, but I am feeling the same damn way. And I know I will feel better, and this will pass.

The important thing, is to look back on your record of past relationships, figure out what you did wrong, and stop doing it.

You are letting these men take advantage of you. Why? and more importantly, how to keep them from doing that again.

Hugs sweetie. I'm so sorry you're havin such a hard time right now. Ok you said it's your turn to either depend on someone else or give up. Lean on us, talk to us, let us support you. Givin up is not an option though hun. We're here for you and we care about you. So talk to us and hang in there, things are gonna get better.

Nope. Can't/Won't kill you.
But I will pray for you hun.
May Peace be with you.

cmon hunny, over a man?
(no offense to the men we have here)
but pick yourself up out of this, I've seen you happy, you can survive w/o him you know?!
(((hugs))) to you
xo

no.. not over a man over multiple failures, and mistakes, and fuck up after fuck up. Im tired of being the strong person everyone cries on. Why do I have to be the one to cure everyone elses pain.. arent I allowed to hurt?

:( No, I cannot kill anyone. I am very sorry.