Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am in a weird place tonight, maybe its because I'm at a crossroads in my life. Unsure if I want to keep trying. I just facebooked my dad, we only speak a few times a year but for some reason I felt compelled to admit how much I love him. I told him I remembered him singing to me as a child. My one memory of his voice being soothing rather than rage-ful. I just feel a ton of pain and I don't know why but felt the urge to reach out. I'm 35 so by no means a child, and our relationship has always been conflicted. But when it comes down to it I do want him to know how much I loved him in this life. Hopefully he takes it well. I am more afraid of getting close to him than I am his rejection. I don't know why. Anyhow, hopefully I wake up happier tomorrow. I feel really alone and really hopeless. Thanks for listening.
I know that you won't regret telling your father how you felt. He may not express how he feels about it, so protect yourself eshaw by not expecting anything. Just feel proud that you did something good for your spirit.
I hope that you can feel hopeful once again. I am ten years older than you and still trying to find my place in the world. So don't give up, you aren't alone in your struggle.
He will be forever grateful whether he admits it or not.
I think that took a lot of strength...I don't think I would have the guts to tell my Dad how I really feel. For me saying I love someone - especially my folks is difficult.
Be happy...you were able to express your feelings.