I know what you mean. Sometimes I wonder if I'm crazy now, on the brink of going crazy, or I just straight up lost my mind a long, long time ago and still havent found it yet. Or sometimes I think the rest of the world is insane and I'm the only sane one in it.

I'm pretty sure I fit some person's somewhere definition of crazy. Its not so bad as long as you don't care too much what people think, especially those who don't have your best interests at heart. Yeah the world in general seems crazy too and I wonder sometimes how it will all end.
There is a belief that if you have to ask if you're crazy then you're not, because if you were you wouldn't know lol.

Thanks for your reply Screwed_Up.
I am relieved to hear I'm not the only one....

How do you cope with this? It really freaks me out when I get these thoughts.

Looney, it's not like I'm caring what other people think.. It's more of a feeling that I'm going to get lost inside my own mind.. It really really scares me.

Some people are fake .If you really seen what was going on in their life you might be surprised. Anyway normal sounds boring maybe be my crazy self is not so bad!

NORMAL? whats that? insane? yes i have been really insane,, its kind of crazy but i remember nothing of my insanity, one time i lost it. REALITY it was gone totally, had no meaning to anything just words that were there with no meaning. how did this happen? Drug induced psychosis,, and i wasnt coming back until i had reality again, the drug was gone hours ago and i was still quite insane my brother brought me back, by showing me what words meant, took hours but eventually i made the connection and my reality came back. so really i know what insanity is but i remember none of it because memories need reality also. so when your reality goes away or is really altered or distorted you can feel and act insane after all thats what insanity is.

Hi- I’m sorry you are going through this. I have a friend who is struggling from depression and anxiety. She has fears of many things, family relationship, the future and sometimes she thinks she is going crazy. After sessions with a counselor, she is starting to get better. She is less lonely and her anxiety symptoms have improved.

I hope you will feel better soon. Having physical activities like exercise, walking or running can boost your energy. Try also to have enough sleep because not getting enough sleep can also trigger anxiety. Try to do things that you will enjoy. If you think you need more help, you can try to talk to your doctor. I hope you will feel well, please know that we are here for you. I will be praying for you. Take care and God bless.

eli_mom Thank you so much for the kind words and support. I really appreciate your prayers!