Sorry I could come up with something a bit more dramatic,,,I feek very tired and something bordering on confusion on what to do and how to handle my present situation,,,It is not funtime right now ,,,I have some chestpains though not sharp ones of sudden ones,,,they kind of make me very lethargic,,,,I have a history of heartburn do not think it is a heart attack,,I have been undercare for heart issues for a while and it seems to always come up negative ,,,perhaps I am in denial..I am really spooked with hospitals from my last episode ,,so not really want to go through that again,,,I have a scheduled appt set for Oct 8, maybe i should try for an earlier on if possible..

My sleeping has been very erratic at best ,,some nights are better than others,,,The storm came through here over the weekend and left some leakage and water issue from a panel under a window and a small roof leak,,which I will attend to but have to wait till after season,,

There are other major issues that I just do not feel up to looking at right at the moment,,,