Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I hate my life so much. I can't stand working but have no choice.
If I quit my job I'll be homeless with in two weeks as I live in a
weekly rental apt. I'd rather be dead than homeless again. Hell,
I'd rather be dead period.
I have a lot of pills saved up and think they might be enough to
kill me. I just have to get up the guts to do it. I've been holding
on for so long, 52 years, waiting for someone to love and care
for me. But that isn't going to happen. So it's time to end it.
If I quit my job I'll be homeless with in two weeks as I live in a
weekly rental apt. I'd rather be dead than homeless again. Hell,
I'd rather be dead period.
I have a lot of pills saved up and think they might be enough to
kill me. I just have to get up the guts to do it. I've been holding
on for so long, 52 years, waiting for someone to love and care
for me. But that isn't going to happen. So it's time to end it.
I won't say that I understand what kind of pain you're in. But I will say that I've seen you here on the boards for quite a while, and despite how awful you're feeling you always manage to reach out and give some support, even if it's only a few words. You are a very valued presence here, and obviously a very compassionate person to reach out through your pain.
Nobody will support a suicide decision because it's just not the way to go. There is always an option. Sometimes we have to dig, and dig, and dig some more until our fingers are raw and we can hardly breathe...but it's always there. I beg you, keep digging. We'll help all we can.
Gentlest of hugs, and wishes of peace