I finally had a day where I could take a forced nap and it didnt go so well. I fell asleep around 4pm and had nightmare after nightmare making me even more exhausted. I woke up at 10 pm crying, I have to be up at 5 am for work then school afterwards. I've tried going back to sleep but I'm too scared so I've been sitting here crying and feeling lost. I can't miss another day of work or school.
I feel like I'm at my wits end, I would normally take Zquil or nyquil but it just makes me drowsy and doesnt keep me asleep. I've tried meditating for a few hours now but I'm too shaken up to relax.
I keep having thoughts of killing myself in the bath tub or just going for a walk and never coming back. I wont do it but the thoughts sound really sweet to me right now.
Its your choiceSeems like after time you come to realize that peoplemay know what they want but they are mainly scaredof change. Lots of time some people have someone holdingsomesomething over their head. I believe thats the mainthing that puts in thier head that they cant live without theother person. Its a type of mental abuse. No matter If theperson is good or bad or does anything at all...
Hi! I came to this site looking from comfort with individuals , living daily with, DID, Multiple Personalities.